what i really need from you is your love, i need to feel secured in your arms... I want you to have feelings for me, i want you to love me......

I just wanted to tell you that yes you do mean a lot to me.. I like our friendship bt i dnt think i need this from you.. I liked the way you care, the way we txt, you being here almst everytime i need you.. But its so hard to be your friend, i can't help myself.. Jpeu pa t'arrabger avec d'autres filles, mem si g essayé, sa ft super mal... But i want to be here for you everytime you need though as a friend.. Its so hard to tell you about how i feel, how strong my feelings are for you.. Totally cnfused whether its friendship or love.... Im scared im in love with you, but i knw you don't feel that way. I really want to tell you how much you mean to me and how much i need you.. I need you to be here for me, I instantly came to know you're the one the very first time i met you, c t un sentiment inexplicable! I really feel you're the one! But you dont feel that way and im so scared of losing you. I dont want to let you go.....:(:(